Dear Friends,
Howz life treating you. Sorry for keeping you all frozen in the moment of that night for so long. Word frozen is so close to our heart, at least after staying away from our home for 6yrs. Frozen emotions, frozen relations and frozen time. I still remember those days when I used to cry after having a glimpse of even an unknown Indian. I used to feel like I saw my family member. Now after 6yrs, I do not feel the same any more. That's why I said I am frozen now.
That Frozen Night: Let me take you back for a minute to my that frozen night in the month of June. Night with full of frozen moments. We were speechless after reading his email, he gave us a glimpse of his mean personality. But we could not step back at that moment, we were already late to change our minds. Next week we had our flight to catch our dreams. Those dreams which has already started to fade. The only best thing was that we were together at that moment.
I have realized one thing through out journey of my life: that moments either good or bad, always stays with you for rest of your life. People says that time is a great healer, I agree but not completely. You can forget those moments for some time, but you can never forget the feelings attached with those moments. Feeling of getting frozen at that moment will be with me always. How can I forget that person who brought that moment in our lives. I may forgive him, but can I forget that person. No..Never...
Day of our flight: Sunrise of 6th June 2007 brought a mixture of emotions with it. Excitement, fear, happiness, separations...I am amazed how a human heart can feel so many emotions at the same time. That day was completely unique. I can still feel myself standing over there looking in the eyes of everyone. Eyes full of emotions, full of fear, excitement and tears. With all these emotions, we reached Delhi to catch our flight to LA. By this time I have not felt that I am really leaving my parents, my home and my family until, I encountered with another frozen moment of my life. Moment to say "Good Bye". By closing my eyes even today I can imagine me standing at the one side of the door and my Mom on the other side. We both were crying like someone has removed our heart without anesthetizing us. Even after 6 yrs I could not cross that door. It seems my Mom is still standing at that side of door looking at me with tears in her eyes...and said her "Good Bye". Most difficult "Good Bye" of my life so far.
Uff..This post was really full of emotions. right??
But remember this is not only happening to me..I am representing all of us. We all have crossed that side of the door in our lives..
Keep reading. Talk to you soon.
Love you all..
Chhaya
Howz life treating you. Sorry for keeping you all frozen in the moment of that night for so long. Word frozen is so close to our heart, at least after staying away from our home for 6yrs. Frozen emotions, frozen relations and frozen time. I still remember those days when I used to cry after having a glimpse of even an unknown Indian. I used to feel like I saw my family member. Now after 6yrs, I do not feel the same any more. That's why I said I am frozen now.
That Frozen Night: Let me take you back for a minute to my that frozen night in the month of June. Night with full of frozen moments. We were speechless after reading his email, he gave us a glimpse of his mean personality. But we could not step back at that moment, we were already late to change our minds. Next week we had our flight to catch our dreams. Those dreams which has already started to fade. The only best thing was that we were together at that moment.
I have realized one thing through out journey of my life: that moments either good or bad, always stays with you for rest of your life. People says that time is a great healer, I agree but not completely. You can forget those moments for some time, but you can never forget the feelings attached with those moments. Feeling of getting frozen at that moment will be with me always. How can I forget that person who brought that moment in our lives. I may forgive him, but can I forget that person. No..Never...
Day of our flight: Sunrise of 6th June 2007 brought a mixture of emotions with it. Excitement, fear, happiness, separations...I am amazed how a human heart can feel so many emotions at the same time. That day was completely unique. I can still feel myself standing over there looking in the eyes of everyone. Eyes full of emotions, full of fear, excitement and tears. With all these emotions, we reached Delhi to catch our flight to LA. By this time I have not felt that I am really leaving my parents, my home and my family until, I encountered with another frozen moment of my life. Moment to say "Good Bye". By closing my eyes even today I can imagine me standing at the one side of the door and my Mom on the other side. We both were crying like someone has removed our heart without anesthetizing us. Even after 6 yrs I could not cross that door. It seems my Mom is still standing at that side of door looking at me with tears in her eyes...and said her "Good Bye". Most difficult "Good Bye" of my life so far.
Uff..This post was really full of emotions. right??
But remember this is not only happening to me..I am representing all of us. We all have crossed that side of the door in our lives..
Keep reading. Talk to you soon.
Love you all..
Chhaya
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